Too Long

It has been way too long since I blogged. This whole thing was to hold us accountable and I have not gotten on here in FOREVER.
I stopped going to curves because I am broke. The down side to that is I do not have a scale at home and I do not have a measuring tape. Both things I plan on purchasing this weekend. I have been working out almost every morning for the last three weeks and I am praying that I will see the fruit of those efforts.
I have not however gotten on board with my eating (though I look forward to trying that recipe LJ). My husband and I separated about two weeks ago and I have been eating crap here and there as I go along. After the kids go to bed, I indulge in pizza bites and chips and soda as I mope in front of the tv or facebook. Even though I am going through the devastation of a failed marriage, I want to continue to move forward in my weight loss journey. The week prior to our separation, I began working out hard because I wanted to grab my husband's attention. It seems in that respect it is too little too late, but I want my life back. I want to be healthy and wear my cute clothes and not be embarrassed to tell my mom what size clothes to buy me for Christmas.