So, I have hit the point where I am struggling to continue. It is odd that I am struggling because I see so much success. I am having to buy new clothes, people are noticing the weight loss and I feel so much better. Yet, here I am. I know with everything within me that it is so important to hang in there and get through this spurt, but it is just really overwhelming.
Thank you LJ for being so proud of me. That encouragement is such a driving force especially right now. I know that we both can succeed and finish the good race. We WILL get to the end of this.
This weekend was Easter weekend and I just did not do as well as I could have. I did make some good choices along the way, but ultimately I way over ate. Once that I had made up my mind to suck it up and take a gain this week, it has been difficult to rein in my eating now that the holiday is over. I had two full days since the holiday to work really hard, but I haven't. Today, I ate two lunches!! TWO!! I was not even all that hungry. And then, still not all that hungry, I went on to eat dinner just because my Mom had worked so hard to make it and I was fighting with John at the time.
I think in all of this. A huge lesson that I have learned is that I need to be tracking. When I do not keep track of the food that I eat, I do not do well. Once I stop tracking, it is really hard for me to pick it back up. So, this week dear friends, I am going to track every single day.
Wish me luck at the scales tomorrow. Pray that I am not up too much.
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